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Sunday, July 26, 2020

Beyond the Grave....

My Love from the grey;
beyond the grave;
long and far away;
I don't know what I miss;
but something's amiss;

The darker than dark among the Shadows;
Lurking among my half imaginations;
amusing hallucinations;
scarily reassuring;
spreading warmth from the cold corner;

My Love from the grey;
beyond the grave;
long and far away;
I don't know what I miss;
but something's amiss;

Watching over me;
The God over my lonely soul;
being my unseen company;
unaware in bliss;
ending my loneliness;

My Love from the grey;
beyond the grave;
long and far away;
I don't know what I miss;
but something's amiss;

Blood curdling screams;
the unwanted scenes;
silent killing of dreams;
worldly possessions, obsessions;
anchoring me to life;

My Love from the grey;
beyond the grave;
long and far away;
I don't know what I miss;
but something's amiss;

The allure to reach out;
the blur beyond the grey;
the creak covered in creeps;
the mist surrounding, making the grim scene;
blocking my reach;

My Love from the grey;
beyond the grave;
long and far away;
I don't know what I miss;
but something's amiss;

My Love from the grey;
beyond the grave;
long and far away;
someday;
I will live out my stay and........meet you beyond the grave...

Sunday, July 12, 2020

Dhua Dhua...

Har pal ajeeb sa yehsas hain
jaise kahin kabhi kuch paas tha
kuch dundhla sa yaad hain
kuch ghum sa hain


Kuch Gam ki Baatien
kuch Numsi baatein
ye teri kuch harkatein
yunhi dil dukha jaatien hain


jaise phislti rait rokna chahu main
waise hi waqt bitta jata hain
bahetien mann ke saath
udta jata hun main


Bin wajah ki mulakatein
yunhi jhalakti palkien
ye teri kuch harkatein
yunhi dil dukha jaatein hain


bina uljhe uljhane wali baatein
tere saath hokar bhi na hone sa yehsaas
wo na hone sa yehsaas
har pal ajeeb sa yehsaas hain


dhua dhua sa main
bin wajud sa
ye kiski perchaiye talashta hun main
kis shikast ki raha takh raha hun main


Har pal ajeeb sa yehsas hain
kuch dundhla sa yaad hain
aakhir ab dhund hi hun main
na jaane ab kis shikast ka intejar hain.....






 

Monday, June 1, 2020

Love

Love you love you love you I love you
there is no other thing
no reason
strength in my knees
goes away with the dimples in your cheeks
the fluttering of my heart
with the very thought of you
the pause of thoughts
with the very scent of you

Love you love you love you I love you
there is no medical thing
no reason
nothing's wrong with me
just you being the focus of my life
the hope of my life
just your being being warmth of my life
the joy in my eyes
just you being in my thoughts

Love you love you love you I love you
there is no other being
no reason
if I am not the love of your life
I will be still there for you
if not in your heart
You will be still there in mine
if not in your thoughts
you will be there in my dreams

Love you love you love you I love you
there is no other way of being
no reason
if I were a plant
I want to be a loved flower in your garden
if an animal
I want to be the pet showered with your love
if I were to exist
I want to be an existence loved by you

Love you love you love you I love you
there is no other thing
no reason
Just love you love you love you;
I love you     
 

Monday, April 27, 2020

I miss you bro...

I close my eyes
to dream.

Here;
You are here
with me;
you are not gone;

I called you
talked for hours
its not the same;
your voice;
its still lingering;
your songs;
pjs;
Its not the same;
I can not;
I could not;
dream up;
the same;
as you would have;
said it;
as you would have;
imagined it;
I am not up;
to the mark.

There is no one;
here to play the games;
we played;
its not the same;
there are no horses;
made of cushions;
there are no swords;
made of coconut leafs;
there are no bowlers;
to bat against; 
there is none to play with;
the way we played;
There is no one...
I can not dream up
the same;

The carefree;
The one whose;
Heart ruled over head;
the unyielding;
the one who
won hearts;
friends across borders;
friends across generations;
friends without seeing you once;
your legacy is unmatched;
I miss you bro.

Thursday, April 2, 2020

Bas Kuch Pal...


Abhi toh bas kuch pal hi biten hain;

Mere bas kuch kal hi biten hain;

Wo Sunehri roshni aani baki hain;

Ye raat dhalni baki hain;

Aur kaafi waqt baki hain;

Kahin duurrr wo muskurahat chooni baki hain;

Ye ek Milne ki aas baki hain;

Aur kaafi baatein baki hain;


Abhi toh bas kuch pal hi biten hain;

Mere bas kuch kal hi biten hain;

Wo talab si baki hain;

Aakhir ye ek tadap si baki hain;

mujhme kaafi teri chaaha baki hain;

kisi manjil par meri shaurat bhi baki hain;

Aakhir wo khwaish bhi baki hain;

Aur kai karwate baki hain;


Abhi toh bas kuch pal hi biten hain;

Mere bas kuch kal hi biten hain;

Abhi hasil hi kya hain;

jo ye zindagi puri ho jaye;

abhi ek saas toh baki hain;

Wo aakhri ek ladai;

abhi mujhme baki hain;

aadhuri si ek zindagi abhi baki hain;


Abhi toh bas kuch pal hi biten hain;

Mere bas kuch kal hi biten hain;

Abhi aasun na chalka;

jo ye ek zindagi puri kahelay;

kahani abhi bhi baki hain;

tera chalna manjil ki aur;

abhi baki hain;

Aakhir main tujhme abhi baki hu;


Abhi toh bas kuch pal hi biten hain;

Mere bas kuch kal hi biten hain;

haar jeet toh lagi rahegi;

duniya toh waise bhi chalti rahegi;

tum muskurana aise hi;

mere bina bhi;

mera us muskurahat ko chuna abhi baki hain;

aakhir main tujhme abhi baki hu;


Abhi toh bas kuch pal hi biten hain;

Mere bas kuch kal hi biten hain;

Wo kuch baatein abhi baki hain;

Ye raat dhalni abhi baki hain;



Sunday, April 29, 2012

Celeb teachings!

 When I was first told that you can learn from all and sundry, I was quite sceptical, specially the sundry part; but now after joining the banking industry I have learnt that sundry is a very important account, specially when it comes to banking and more importantly the life.

So I took upon a list of things that one can learn from people:

1. SRK: One can learn, how not to talk about subjects which you are not really well versed with; don’t believe me, look at him, he is in far lesser controversies than before.

2. Nirmal Baba: People will listen to any crap advice, and will follow them, if you charge them 10% of their salary. Disappointed smile

3. Paris Hilton: If you have the looks, no matter what you do, you will be missed, so do spend some extra time in gym & some money on the looks, + look good on whatever you are doing, you might be facing camera, who knows!

4. Abishekh Manu Singhvi: Pay & treat your driver(key men) well, they wont have any reason to put your dirty laundry to dry in public.

5. Barak Obama: Get what you could till you can, you may not get a second term. That Nobel prize is quite a thing you know.

6. Shahid Kapoor: Break up can be a blessing in disguise. Don’t hide in your room, meet new people. Winking smile

7. Saif Ali Khan: Hook up may not always be a blessing.

8. Bejan Daruwala: Well, I was told 7 is lucky for me, so I am stopping here. Hope you gain something too! Smile with tongue out

9. Shashi Tharoor: Don't comment on something, using phrases which do not match up with local sensibilities, you might have to give up your elite position and join the cattle club. 

10. N D Tiwari: You are as young as you make your body feel. 


Thursday, April 5, 2012

Just wind; river and moon!


In a small town;
in the country side;
after dark;
after sleep has taken its toll;
In the silence of the night;
by the dark window;
sits a young widow;
with a twinkle in her eye;
calling out to the stars;
with her soothing smile;
looking up to the sky;
as her hair;
take to the air;
a serene beauty;
she does not object;
she does not
run a finger through them;
she closes her eyes;
lets the gentle wind;
feels the breeze;
livening up her smile.
I seat in shadow;
of a tree;
bewitched;
fixed in my gaze;
she served me all morning;
and never did I
see the person;
behind those rough hands;
rough by her karma;
the mundane house work;
fourteen hours behind curtains;
the unbreakable prison;
the invisible chains;
the prison of clothes;
the chains of traditions;
slave by day;
night is hers;
freedom she seeks;
freedom to feel;
just nature;
no lust;
no love;
just wind, river and moon!
that’s all;
what made her smile;
her smile!
Dancing in moon light;
singing all alone
to herself;
till the crack of dawn;
she smiled away;
and then
the prison;
the chains;
recaptured her;
resting her spirit;
she went on working;
working all the day;
serving;
not uttering a word;
that sweet voice;
was lost by day;
I
nor the hero;
neither the villain;
but a mere spectator;
each night;
each day;
and the days to come
and nights to come……..
Just wind; river and moon!