The way of the world

Hmmm Hmm Hmmm

 

The way of world

is not what you should follow

suppressing feelings

for the thought of the world

is not what you should follow

 

cry when the eyes tear up

smile when the thoughts clear up

feelings are not to be gobbled up

 

The way of world

is not what you should follow

suppressing feelings

for the short lived goal

is not what you should follow

 

scream when anger heats up

laugh when happiness bubbles up

love het is not to be locked up

 

The way of world

is not what you should follow

pleasing false gods

for the claps of the world

is not what you should follow

 

clear up your head

leave of your dress

be born again

 

The way of world

is not what you should follow

for the material world

grasping the fleeting dreams

is not what you should follow

 

before the time slips by

never know when its time

saying goodbye

 

The way of world

is not what you should follow

for the material world

loosing the way in rat race

is not what you should follow

 

living behind a legacy

or a fond memory

for a loved one to love

 

The way of world

is not what you should follow

for the glimpse of fame

trampling over the hundred dreams

is not what you should follow

 

be sad when sad

be happy when happy

be true to true self

 

The way of world

is not what you should follow

looks wont last

cling to false bonds

is not what you should follow

 

the time shall pass

tears shall run dry

but true love shall last

 

The way of world

is not what you should follow

suppressing feelings

for the thought of the world

is not what you should follow

 

hmmmm ...hmm..hmmmm

Dhua Dhua...

Har pal ajeeb sa yehsas hain
jaise kahin kabhi kuch paas tha
kuch dundhla sa yaad hain
kuch ghum sa hain


Kuch Gam ki Baatien
kuch Numsi baatein
ye teri kuch harkatein
yunhi dil dukha jaatien hain


jaise phislti rait rokna chahu main
waise hi waqt bitta jata hain
bahetien mann ke saath
udta jata hun main


Bin wajah ki mulakatein
yunhi jhalakti palkien
ye teri kuch harkatein
yunhi dil dukha jaatein hain


bina uljhe uljhane wali baatein
tere saath hokar bhi na hone sa yehsaas
wo na hone sa yehsaas
har pal ajeeb sa yehsaas hain


dhua dhua sa main
bin wajud sa
ye kiski perchaiye talashta hun main
kis shikast ki raha takh raha hun main


Har pal ajeeb sa yehsas hain
kuch dundhla sa yaad hain
aakhir ab dhund hi hun main
na jaane ab kis shikast ka intejar hain.....






 

Hey Lady!

Hey lady!

One with

deep brown eyes;

dancing steps;

Will you be my Valentine?

Hey lady!

One with

cream touch;

singing lips;

Will you hold my hand?

Hey lady!

One with

flowing hair;

uncertain mind;

Will you be mine?

Hey lady!

One with

rosy cheeks;

embarrassed face;

Will you embrace me?

Hey lady!

One with

my heart;

of her own mind;

Will you marry me?

Hey lady!

One with;

my name;

smell of a fresh shower;

Will you walk along with me?

Hey lady!

One with;

me;

graceful ways;

Will you be my Valentine- forever?

The End!

Is it end of the world?

or is it,

Just me?

That song,

the song,

that made our hearts cry,

with joy,

is being played again

There is no feeling

this time.

Was it you?

The first time,

and I joined in?

Or is it?

Just me?

This time

playing in the rain,

this time

crest fallen in the downpour

I cant hear a thing

other than

the song

what is he saying?

A gun in hand,

its pointed

at me.

Why?

Numbness.

Its not a dream,

It can’t be shaken away

He is smiling

unlike you

yours was

the one to die for

Why am I not with you?

When was last time?

I saw your face?

not this morning

not yesterday

at dinner

I was with you

but not with you

its been a long time

I have been running

running a race

is it time?

Time to lose?

Have I lost you?

have lost the time

I should have been with you

Where am I?

Is this our bed?

No, this seems harder,

rougher,

on the edge

of something

something grey

and

dry brown!

I am moving,

rolling over,

Is he kicking me?

Yes,

He is,

That grass

looks greener

on other side

other side of street

We picnicked once there

It was so much fun

It is,

When did it all start?

When did it all went wrong?

When did I make a false move?

I had not planned to be here

We had not dreamed this

Is it the end

Can’t I go back

He is pointing the gun

again

at me,

my eye

Fire!

Aaaaaaahhhhh

Here you are,

besides me,

I am all wet,

Was it?

Just a dream?

Then,

Why is there a bullet in my hand?

Dosti

Na kuch tumne kahan,

na kuch humne kahan,

buss chupki liye hum,

zindagi bitate chale gaye,

tum apne karmose,

hum apne karmose jujte chale gaye,

kabhi hum dost the,

aaj bhi hain;

par dosti kahin gum hain,

kisi mod pe,

takrayenge kabhi hum,

toh kya pehchan hogi

ek duge ki?

na jane,

kaise

ajnabi

ban jayenge

jigri dost bhi

yun kabhi.......

ek shabdh, ek awaz

ek pal ki duri na thi kabhi

phir kya pata

ek pal bhi dekhenge

ek dujhe ko bhi

Na kuch tumne kahan,

na kuch humne kahan,

samay ki duri hai

mushkil badi

hath mile

par

kya dil milenge abhi

kya wo halki si muskan

banegi tahako ki hassi

chutkiyo main plan honge 

kya phir kabhi?

bin bole

kya samjhenge 

wo baat unkahee?

ya phir

busss yunh hi

bhul jayenge

wo sath bitaye 

pal sabhi

ya phir koi banayenge

yadgar koi?

Na kuch tumne kahan,

na kuch humne kahan,

Hero!

He was a Hero;

of this era;

I would have liked to be;

Irony

He always said;

be yourself

follow your heart!

He brought life

to his

Dream!

Took it to highs!

Only to be

Snatched!

From him

He kept on fighting;

never ever

did he gave up!

Springed back!

Stronger!

When ever

His critics;

His enemies;

wrote him off!

For he had;

Passion!

Grit!

&

Pulse!

To keep going!

Without him;

his dream stumbled;

Without his dream;

he stumbled;

Until;

they were united;

To Take on the world!

To change the world!

To live behind;

a legacy!

Unchallenged!

In its time.

Disowned at birth;

loved by billions in life;

February 24, 1955 – October 5, 2011.

Steve Jobs & his Apple.

I have hated Apple company for evicting Steve in first place, and when he got back I have not liked it’s product for putting a price tag on all the things other than the instrument it self. But still, Steve & his Apple did shape the tech world and its path from Windows to Android, all followed what Steve’s vision! In end, it looked liked he knew long back, that it was his time, handing over reins of his dream, in real sense was hint enough. Salute to him.   

Little Crush!

Sweet nothings,

sweet pains!

When there is nothing,

just some warmth

in Heart,

when

eyes fall on

someone who seems

apart!

Apart from others,

a part of you

who brings

unknown smile

to your face!

Just a look

is enough

to make your day!

Unfazed you stay

then whatever may come by!

That face

keeps you going

for no reason why?

It is just

a little crush

nothing else

but

that is all it takes

to make you smile

these days!

At first

it is by chance

you get to see

that face

but slowly

you start timing

your trips

not missing

a single chance

that

may come by!

Why should you?

If it makes you

as happy as

a Butterfly!

It is

just a little

Crush!

Just Enjoy!

Agar kabhi hogi meri koi beti…….

Agar kabhi hogi meri

koi beti

sar par chada rakhunga

use mein har ghadi

phir kuch bhi kahe

uski maa bhi

nahi sunuga mein kisi ki

Sikhaunga

padh waunga use

banegi wo

jo chahe

uska dil bhi

hogi uski

ho sake mujhse

jo khwaish

har so khwaish

puri

phir kyun na ho

uske pyar se uski shadi

Mere dar par

jo aaenge kabhi barathi

utarvaunga unki aarti

jhut jo bole toh

Dando se padhwaunga Pharsi

karvaunga unse

apne haatho ki safai

Mere dar par

jo aaenge abhi barati

Dunga sona-chandi

beti na hogi meri

kabhi parayi

par jo manga dahej

muh hoga unka

Kaala neela peela

Hathkadio se karaunga

jaan-pehchaan unki

Mere dar par

jo aaenge kabhi barati

muskan se rahe

meri rajkumari

chaunga mein hamesha yehi

par jo kharoch lagvay use koi

toh karva dunga

hadi-pasli ek unki

Agar hogi jo

meri beti kabhi

toh na hogi

wo lachar kabhi

apne pairon pe khade raheneki

hogi usme shamta bhari

par na hogi wo

akeli kabhi

Agar hogi jo

meri beti kabhi……

Why you flew to the moon?

Why you flew to the moon?

leaving me all alone

I can’t decide

at these cross roads of life

on these crowded streets

no hand to hold on to

Why you flew to the moon?

not taking me along

I have tears in my eyes

no one there to wipe them out

on these rainy nights

I can’t see you among stars

Why you flew to the moon?

snapping my dreams

in a flash of light

darkness wins

my heart succumbs to fears

forgotten in your arms

Why you flew to the moon?

with cradle at my arm

I can’t fend for myself

who is there?

to protect me

when shadows lurk in dark

Why you flew to the moon?

death could have waited

a bit longer

you dint fight

was I not reason enough?

to live on

Why you flew to the moon?

the child is

still unnamed

who will hold it’s finger?

What shall I tell?

What star shall I point to?

Why you flew to the moon?

I have questions

you left unanswered

what was the hurry?

God!

We had no enemies!

Why you flew to the moon?

We were to

grow old together

I used to love that sound

why did it stop beating?

my ear on your heart

Why you flew to the moon?

What did go wrong?

You were to come back

at end of day

like every other day

by sunset

Why you flew to the moon?

Why is there no sunrise again?

where is my fairy-tale?

Where is my

"And they

lived happily ever after?"

Why an abrupt end?

Why you flew to the moon?

I used to hear your

foot steps

now all I hear

are memories

replaying themselves

Why you flew to the moon?

An inkling!

It started as an inkling

not even a feeling

caught me in the moment

I lost control

I lost my heart

or

was it meant to be

or

just a flitting

flutter off beat

It started as an inkling

not really a feeling

at the corner of my eye

hesitation

for a feeble second

I couldn’t say bye

It started as an inkling

certainly

not a feeling

it grew

had to turn back

retrace my steps

to you

couldn't ignore

not then

itched in memory

it started as an inkling

grew into a feeling

step by step

moment by moment

weakness of heart

or

strength of string

between rings

a lot like love

nothing more than friends

she said

and never said no

a kiss

that sealed

was not a deal

was not a flitting moment

was not a light need

no desperation

it started as an inkling

grew into a feeling

infatuation

attraction

want

&

then

need

it started as an inkling

grew into a feeling

love finally

but

just not another love story

Blue!

Blue

And I have no clue

No clue

What's so ever

I am feeling blue

It's not a color

It's a feeling

and 

still it's blue

It's not royal

not in any way

not here

not in me

just pain

Still it's blue

It's not the sky

It's not the high's

People want to touch

just the depths

still blue

a color

&

Still not the same

as other's

Blue!

What is Love?

 What  is Love?

a feeling which can not be stopped,

a feeling which can not be started,

a birth which can not be predicted,

a birth which can not be aborted,

a growth which can not be sprouted,

a growth which can not be curtailed,

a possession which can not be valued,

a possession which can not be ignored,

a desire which is desired,

a desire which is least understood,

a gift which everyone prays for,

a gift which should not be missed,

a gift which most fail to recognize,

a gift which fewer accept,

a gift in which even fewer accept to believe in it,

a gift which is mistaken for lust,

and lust mistaken for it,

still,

once accepted

a feeling which has no definite taste,

a feeling which which has no definite mood,

a feeling which leaves its mark,

for eternity,

a desire,

a desire for more,

and more,

and more,

until it gets larger than life,

finding that One

LOVE

It's a hunt not to kill, but to live.

Michelle Tips You! 2.

                        

                            I hope you remember me, I am Michelle, Aditya/@TaiyouSun's dog? I gave some points from my life last time, I am sure they have been useful for you and have learned something too. On other hand, I have grown bit older too, agree it has been just half a month, but us dogs live a fast paced life, see I am only 12 months old, but I am already a teen by human equivalent of our life span. So here are some more things that I have learned.

1. Demand only what you need, you will get what you want for being good.
2. Lick your masters face, lips if possible, you get an Idea what kind of food they eat.
3. Walk where ever you go, It is more fun and you get more smells to experience and more living beings cross your path, hence more chance to make new friends.
4. Do not over exert yourself, take time out to relax, make it clear to others too, that it is your off time.
   
5. Car ride is fun, good for a change once in a while, but be careful, sitting inside when it is running is fun, but behind or in front of it can be fatal.
6. Stick your tongue out of car window, the number of taste you will be able to taste is simply mind boggling.
   
7. Get wet in rain, its fun, but do not stay wet for long, you will fall ill.
8. Where ever you go, what ever changes, you will be safe and happy in end, as long as people you love are with you.
9. Do not run off on your own, this applies to kids specially, bad characters may attack you.
10. Do not eat from strangers, strangers can be jealous beings, who can go to any length, even poison you or kidnap you.
11. Avoid street food, it is not good for your health.
12. Life is not as simple as it seems, one has to make lot of grave decisions, like: "When they serve 2 plates of dishes, which one to choose?" at such times, follow your instincts.
13. There is nothing wrong in wagging your tail, whenever required, that keeps your master in an illusion that they are masters.
14. At end of day, no one, but you are master of your own life, it is your decision that makes the difference in future, for example: if I play in mud, I am bound to get a bath.
15. Play in mud, bath is only water minus soil, you can learn to have fun with it too.
 

That's all for today, will let you know from here, as I get older, and learn newer things.

Michelle Tips You!

                        I am Michelle, I am Aditya/@TaiyousSun's Labrador retriever, and I see world in a different way, and have some peculiar way of practicing them, and I expresses absolute disgust at Human ways. Here are my tips for you:

1. There is no specific time to sleep, sleep when you feel like, and wake up when you feel like.
2. Eat whenever you feel the need to, you are not supposed to eat just because it is there served in a dish for you.
3. Do not eat with your butt in one place, at least do not sleep or sit while eating, like any buffet, take a bite, walk some distance and then consume you food. This also keeps you fit!
4. There is no need to do any work, you just need to find the right master and be friends with him/her and family.
5. You can be friends with anyone, all you need is right approach, and then be it cats, dogs, birds, and most difficult Humans.
6. With small children, babies, keep the distance, they only like to see you, and even that may make them cry, only go near if they smile and put a hand forward, then too bring your softest side close to them.
7. Toddlers, will keep their distance or will get close to you, sit down and let them touch your soft side.
8. Once in a while you may find a rotten one, who would try to hit you, but you will not get hurt.
9. Slightly older children can keep their balance and are the once you can play with and jump around with, still do not let your teeth touch them. 
10. Do not show your teeth to people you want to be friends with.
11. Go for a walk every day.
12. When it comes to smell, do not limit your experience to flowers alone, there are large varieties of smell out there!
13. Dry shit is best chewing thing there is after bones, not sticky gums.
14. Size matters, larger ball is more fun, you can kick around, and it will return to you, would not get stuck under sofa.
15. Cover up your pee, do not pee on open cemented ground, either seek out a cloth, but best is a mud ground; it soaks up everything and does not smell bad.

       That's enough for one day; you can come back to my class, whenever I feel like taking one! Bye for now! Woof! 

I Know but...

You hope

I would have

learnt my lesson

by now

I know

I should have

learnt my lesson

by now

To reach out

to yoooooooou

I need to speak out

You are so far

so far from

my inner voice

you are so near

still

so far away

And all I wanted

was some sunshine

and all the time

all I needed

was youuuuuuuu

all I needed

was

your touch

all I needed

was youuuuuuuu

I wish

I would have

learnt my lesson

by now

I wish

I could have

learnt my lesson

by now

was that a sign

I should have

got

was there a sign

I could have

missed

And all I wanted

was some rain

And all the time

All I needed

was yooooooooooou

All I needed

was

your hand in my hands

All I needed

was youuuuuuuuuu

You thought

I would have

learnt my lesson

by now

I hope

I should have

learnt my lesson

by now

oh! nooooo

I did not

where did I lack

where it went all

wrong

All I wanted

was to hum a song

And All the time

All I needed

was yooooooooooou

All I needed

was

a walk along side you

All I needed

was youuuuuuuuuu

You wish

I would have

learnt my lesson

by now

You wish

I could have

learnt my lesson

by now

but noooooo

Why I not understand

Why did I

messed-up

All I wanted

was a rainbow

And All the time

All I needed

was youuuuuuuuuuu

All I needed

was

your arms around me

All I needed

was youuuuuuuuu

You hope

I would have

learnt my lesson

by now

I know

I should have

learnt my lesson

by now

Rise & Fall

Rise and fall

as if

at a toss of a coin

a step there

a step here

and there again

&

fortunes change

dancing at the beats

beats of life

A Man goes through

life

like a river it flows

heating this bank

or that one

over there

it hits

turning

churning and

turning a lot

the wheels of

fortune

machines of

thoughts

now and then

thrown into

a company of few

few old ones

rest new

else mostly lives on

lives on all alone

craving for more

& some more

more than before

and

far more than more

never less than before

the greed goes on

and creeps in

the fear

fear of losing all

fear of losing some

fear of being not known

fear of being forgotten

fear of dying alone

fear of living alone

in fear

if

left alone

stops the flow

flow of life

too late

too enjoy that moment

too be with that loved one

too smell that flower of love

too share that last candy

its too late

Last Wish!

To night

under the moonlight

Sun shines for you

as Angels decent

Teary eyed

i hold your hand

as Angels decent

from heavens

i see you

smile

for i hold

your hand

through the

last of your

BREATH!

oh! lord!

I cant let go

just

cant let go

not now

oh! God!

for once

and

only once

let me

prevail

over you

for once

and

only once

I wanna live

with her

all over

again

all

those

moments

that i missed

i want to live again

to share them with her!

Or else,

just take me

along besides her,

I pray

teary eyed

as angels decent

through the sun shine

in this moon light

to night

oh! God!

Grant my last wish.

Some thoughts are just too scary to think about and not feel anything, and so do some sentences, stories and emails, can be emotional. One such story about how two people love each other but never tell, and then its too late. This poem is based on one such small story, and some otheer casual utterances.